Ne me quitte pas.

Last night, somewhere along the crossroads of serious and wasted, I because really really nostalgic. 

So, Seriously Wasted, I walked from the PAC to the Olde, from the Olde to the Commons and back again. "Feeling the music" here and there and cherishing the last moments I have here. As much as I would love to stay in college forever, I can't, and it really is time for me to move on. The past few months I've experienced my last Fall Fest, Purchase Prom, Zombie Prom.. this coming weekend brings Culture Shock. Although I will be back next year for Fall Fest, Zombie Prom and even Culture Shock... I know it won't be the same.

Oh, and my last show I will direct and be in in this school? It's about myself. How appropriate.

If the stiletto fits.

Well Known Fact

I am incapable of keeping the same hair style for longer than 4 weeks.

Well...

From left to right: Cole, myself, and Al.

I did not finish my musical, just yet.

But almost.

Right now I am writing you from my second favorite Starbucks on Staten Island. I would say  I left Purchase out of boredom but it was moreso out of loneliness.. None of my friends were around..

And now I intended on finishing my first draft of my musical, writing some of my senior project, and picking up some easter candy at CVS.

C'est ma vie.

Today..

QUEEN LAQUEEFA

Are you eating?

 

BOY 2

It’s gum.

 

THE QUEEN is baffled.

 

BOY 2

I’m burning calories.

 

EVERYONE backs away.

 

THE QUEEN glares at him.

 

THE QUEEN

I’ll let it slide. But if you swallow that gum… So help me Cher.

 

BOY 2 gets down on all fours.

THE QUEEN

(Sighs.) You’ll be wearing sweatpants.

 

EVERYONE GASPS.

 

THE QUEEN

For a month.

MORE GASPS.

THE QUEEN

From Target.

SCREAMS. BOY 3 FAINTS.

I'll finish my musical.

By the time I go to bed.

Heart on sleeve.

It feels good to put a pause on life.

Spring Break is in full effect. I've done nothing but eat an entire pizza by myself, sat around with friends, ordered wings and lemonade, made cake and watch porn. I worked at the PAC today for four hours, but I hardly call that work. I'm taking a mental break from life.

Tonight calls for a sandwich, coffee, friends and wine. My four favorite things in life. Thursday I'm going home so I will get my fifth favorite thing in my life: family. I miss my cousins like crazy. I haven't been home for longer than two hours in two months.

I graduate college in two more months, btw.

This is scary for many reasons but I'm trying to be more excited about it. I'm done with academia. I applied to be my class' senior speaker. I hope I get it. I hope I enjoy the next two months because absolutely nothing after May 15th 2009 is set in stone.

I like Spring Break so much because it almost feels like summer. And I love summer, warm weather and friends.

Stiletto Alberto Cabana = Coolest fish ever.

That's all she wrote.

Je veux danser avec toi.

Greetins from the Procrastination Station.

If it were any other week prior to this one, I would have work in two hours. Except this week I informed my manager at Starbucks that I will not be returning. The primary reason for this being I need to free up my schedule to be able to do schoolwork. Without more free time, 2- credits will be the death of me.

Bottom line: I would like to graduate.

K-Hawk: The Musical's set date is May 9th at 8PM. The location will be Theater X or the Student Center in event of rain. Hopefully, there will be no rain. The play is a lot less narcissistic than it sounds. For those of you planning to attend: check your brain at the door. There is no deep meaning or ambition mission of the show. I'm just doing because I want to. It'll be fun.

Tentative date for auditions? April 2nd at 7PM. Pencil that in, folks.

Tomorrow I have a 20-sentence French Composition due and a 1,000-word/Presentation due for Communicating Quantitive Information. Which MIGHT be fun since I just changed my topic to... food! Holler. So right now I'm procrastinating because I'm a waste of life.

I've added three important things to my daily routine: masturbation, tea, and going to the gym. This so far has proven to give me a simpler piece of mind. I will keep you posted.

I also go to sleep between 11PM-1AM every night. Sleep is key.

Qui suis-je?

Well, then.

It's a shame when you're living your last semester at ungrad and you're just trying to get by.

I know I will miss this place. It's just incredibly hard to realize it when this place makes itself so hard to miss. I'm not going to miss the idiots, I'm not going to miss the assholes, and I'm not going to miss a few handful of people.

I've been very busy but I've been able to manage. I can only function when I'm overwhelmingly busy. I thought this semester was going to be a hundred times better than what it is shaping itself out to be.

I'm confused but I'm not at all. 

But I am.