Eyeliner & Cigarettes

I enjoy waking up early.

But only if I have to.

I especially enjoy jobs that require me to rise early, but leave me with nothing to do for the rest of the day. Usually I get up early, drink too much caffeine, and then I'm stuck in the mode of being productive.

I don't know why I'd think for a moment that you'd care.

Anyway, I'm working just a few more hours and then I'll go to the gym for a few hours.

Maybe then I'll get kidnapped to bake for Casey. But who knows.

Turn the lights out.

Yes, that's a hotdog ring you're looking at.

I got it on Saturday at the Renegade craft fair. It's by Three Story Design check them out.

It's been great to see a lot of old faces these days. Unfortunately, it seems that a lot of us are stuck on talking about the past. It's almost as though the best days are behind us, even though I know it isn't necessarily true. Life is at a standstill, and it's like I'm waiting in-between stages. Surrounded by rejection notices and worried about the future.

I have no idea what to do with my life. Today, tomorrow, next year... It's all a severely unpredictable haze.

I guess I'll call home and take a nap. When I wake up, maybe the sun will be out.

She's She and We're Her

I want to be Lady Gaga when I grow up.

This blog will be brief since I'm craving a banana chocolate vivanno from Starbucks.

Russ and I are starting a music project entitled Her. Yesterday we spray and splatter-painted a mannequin. Sometime in the next week we'll have a design meeting with our backup dancers and Head of Wardrobe, Kristen.

Which brings me to my new topic: Summer Projects.

They are:

- The Music Project: Her

- My autobiography and true coming of age tale, How to Throw Parties and Impress People

- Maybe a sequel to K-Hawk: The Musical... K-Hawk: Escape from Staten Island

Summer Reading? Plenty.

*Re-Reading I Am Not Myself These Days

* Front Row (Anna Wintour's Biography)

* How to Talk Dirty and Influence People

& others, and I hope I can find Big Wigs: Straight Girl in a Drag World

Goals:

Save $$

Find Apartment

Enjoyyyyyyyy

It was here I realized that my legs are a completely different [whiter] than the rest of my body.

"What is it with you and drag queens?"

I really really want those. They're $90.... Do I add them to my collection?

They'd go nicely with my 7.5" heels.

Everyone go here and vote!

Woo!

This post is rated G.

For Gay.

There is something called an away message.

I used to be obsessed with this show.

I guess that's when the gay man inside of me began to sprout.

Speaking of gay:

Some summer reading, donated by a friend of a friend at the end of the school year.

I just started reading but I'll keep y'all sorta updated like I did last summer.

Also, maybe I'll start a blog for my autobiography chapters (since, let's face it, they won't be published for at least ten years... when I'm super famous).

It's called How To Throw Parties & Impress People.

I know I'm an asshole, there's no need to remind me.

Je vous suivrai jusqu'à ce que vous m'aimiez.

Post #2 of the summer. Expect one more before the day is out.

We're alumni!!!

After looking through last years posts, I figured it might be a good idea to add a few more pictures and a list of goals I'll set for summer.

- Have fun.

- Get off campus.

.....That's all I got right now.

Here are my best friends:

But, I'm a Hawk...

Last summer, around this time, I started this blog with absolutely no intentions on continuing it. Happy almost-first birthday, blog!

Last summer, around this time, I was visiting Cole at his job here in A18. Now, I'm here, and it's now my job to be here from 9AM - 10PM.

Did I mention I graduated college a week ago?

This summer, I have no idea where I'll be in September. I had grandiose  plans of going to Hawaii, Boston or even Seattle. Which is great and all, but I don't think I'm ready to be completely alone yet.

This summer, I'm taken it easy. I'll still make a few bucks and hopefully by the end of July I'll be setting up a career for myself. If not, I'll blame the economy.

I just pinched my arm between my desk & office chair. It fucking hurts.

Above: K-Hawk: The Musical

Here: Summer of Hawk: Part 2